Someone recently posted this comment on one of my Instagram’s pictures and I thought it was a very interesting observation.
Being totally honest, he kinda hit the nail on the head. I am both happy AND lonely
I am 32 so ofCOURSE I would like to meet someone who I can build a life with and create amazing memories with (and voluntarily donate their sperm to me too) but I spent YEARS worrying about things that are totally out of my control and it sent me into a dark place that I never thought I would get of, so I say….
I have the most amazing group of friends around me and I have the most loving family (apart from when Jessica pisses me off) so I am not ‘technically’ what you would call lonely but I am alone, you know? I am not embarrassed to admit that I do feel lonely some nights and more often on the weekends. I mean, I don’t know about you but I don’t even like weekends. I think that has a lot to do with being single (in my humble opinion) because when you are ‘with partner’ you don’t need to make as many plans, you can just fly by the seat of ya pants. LUCKY BASTARDS! But when you are single, you need to plan more because otherwise you really will be physically alone the entire weekend!
Let me clarify what I mean more because I don’t want what I am trying to say to be misunderstood…..
It’s not that I don’t feel completed because I don’t need anyone to complete me but it would be nice to have someone in my life to share things with and to create a future together. I think that would be nice and I would like that very much.
So in a nutshell, I am lonely but I am happy which is kind of weird but then I’m kind of weird so I’ll take that